Yes, this post is about me getting wasted one night and doing crazy stuff I've never done before...

First of all, I got outta college on Friday which is quite early considering other people got outta college on Saturday and Sunday. I was so excited for this holiday because I've been studying and studying non-stop since a few months ago. But I'm kinda disappointed when I arrived in Limbang last Friday. Why? Well, when I got off the express boat, I saw the other students from my college were welcomed by their family. But mine wasn't even there. I had a pang of sadness when I saw no one came for me. Not even family. Then I had to carry my luggages which were very bulky and heavy alone. I know, pathetic right? Who comes home after three months and nobody came to welcome them? ME. I guess that's the start of my wasted holiday. I thought we're coming back to Miri the next day or on Sunday but no, I had to wait till Tuesday because my parents plan to finish repainting our Limbang townhouse's gate which are getting rusty and waiting for the construction workers to finish off the renovation work. It's fine by me but when Tuesday came, nothing is done. NOTHING. Still, my parents kept their promise and went back to Miri that day.

And then yesterday, one of my best friends texted me to come to her place for Hari Raya and the other asked me if I wanna go hang out this coming Friday. I was looking forward to seeing them again and spend time like we used to. Then, there's the 'but' word ruining everything. I can't go to either one because guess what? My parents got something planned WITHOUT asking my opinion on it. I only just knew when I asked them whether I can drive the car out. They plan to go back to Limbang AGAIN on Friday and we'll only be coming back next Tuesday. You can say that I turned into a volcano waiting to erupt when I heard that. I hate this. I don't care if there's a relatives gathering! We've done it every single year! I don't care if it's my cousin's birthday because frankly, when it's my birthday, they didn't even text me a happy birthday and whatnot! And my parents, DON'T THEY KNOW THAT I HAVE A LIFE TOO! I'VE BEEN AWAY FROM MY BEST FRIENDS FOR THREE FRICKIN' MONTHS AND YOU DON'T EVEN GIVE ME THE CHANCE TO MEET THEM!! IS MY LIFE SO INSIGNIFICANT THAT YOU CAN JUST ORDER ME AROUND LIKE I DON'T HAVE FRIENDS AND A LIFE?! LIKE I'M SOME MINDLESS ROBOT?!! UGHHH I'VE NEVER BEEN SO PISSED OFF BY THOSE PEOPLE I CALL MY PARENTS BEFORE. I'M ON THE VERGE OF HATING THEM WITH A PASSION. FUCK THIS.

So yeah, my holiday is wasted because of those people. Ughh! :/ I'll only have about three days free to meet up and have fun with my friends next week before I'm going back to Labuan on the weekend. That is, if there's no more stupid, surprise, sudden plans by my parents interrupting the fun. I'm seriously regretting coming back. It's no fun when you have family controlling your life like it's theirs. I should've consider staying in Labuan or going to KK with my friends. At least I'll have a say about what I wanna do. Fuck. :/